My big day is coming up. I’d usually be quite excited for myself, but I’m not so excited this year. Last year, I didn’t feel any special. And I thought I was suppose to since it’s my big day and I’m finally a year older. Guess not. This year, I’m sure not as many people will remember. It’s just facebook that reminds everyone that, ohey, it’s her birthday.

I miss knowing I have actual friends who care about me. I miss having that “close” friend. There’s no one who can regain or earn my trust anymore. Everyone always comes and goes. Everyone seems to be temporary and I’m sick of caring about those who don’t even care as much as I do.

Just watch. My big day will just be like last year.  

hi, noisy people-who-don’t-have-the-guts-to-reveal-themselves. .__.